In eleven short days, I’ll be leaving for Norway. Then I
come back home for my summer internship. Then, in an agonizing 80 days, I head
off for a semester abroad in Florence, Italy. Traveling has always
been a dream of mine. When I was visiting colleges and talking with admissions
counselors, study abroad was a big priority. Now, four years later, I’m finally
getting to live that dream.
First up, the unexpected trip: Norway. I had never ever thought I’d go to Norway. Not that
I was or am opposed to the idea, it just hadn’t ever crossed my mind. But now
that I’m going (with my family, nonetheless), I’m very excited. Norway
represents a lot of untapped family history, a whole big section of my heritage
with which I am unfamiliar. I’m hoping that this trip will expose me to a
wealth of knowledge about my ancestors pre-migration to the fabled Land of
Opportunity. I think Norway also represents a chance for me to center myself. A
lot has happened in my life in the past two months — good and not so good — so
I’m hoping that disappearing into the Norwegian countryside with my family will
help get me back on track. I’m feeling the need for some fresh air, sunshine,
and the unfamiliar. While there’s comfort in going home and being around the
things you’ve always known, it’s also good to go and spend some time in a new
place. It makes you think and assess and reassess and appreciate things.
Then it’s back to the familiar, which I also need. I want
nothing more right now than to go home and cuddle with my cats. Honestly. That’s
the top item on my priority list. I’m also getting excited for my internship. As far as I know, I’ll be interning in the education and programming
department at my local public museum. While I’m not sure what exactly I want to
do when I graduate in May, I do know that I love museums and that I am
passionate about non-classroom education. As someone who was home-schooled up til college, I spent many a field trip in a museum, which shaped me as a student
and as a person. But this is bigger than just home-schooling. I believe that
children learn A LOT from out of classroom experiences — experiences that
museums can give them. Museums allow kids to explore their interests in ways
that are both entertaining and easily accessible to all learning types.
However, I also think a lot of people ignore the role that museums have the
potential to play. Since learning in a museum setting was such a big part of my
upbringing, it’s important to me to give kids similar experiences, no matter
what their educational background. I’m thankful that, as important as this is
to me, I get to spend part of my summer learning more about museum education and
actually applying that information in a real-world setting.
Finally, at the end of August, I jet set off to Florence,
where I’ll be living and studying until mid-December. I’ll be learning Italian,
doing a home-stay with a host family, eating everything I can get my hands on, taking three other elective courses, and traveling as much as I can. More will be posted about the Florence
trip once I have more information. At this point, I’ve done just about
everything that I can: I’ve submitted all my paperwork, applied for my student
visa from the Italian Consulate, sent in my housing form so that I can be
matched with a host family… there’s nothing else I can do! So for now, I just
have to sit and wait. This is the hardest part about the whole process for me.
I have always disliked not knowing what’s going on and being unable to control
things, so the waiting game kills me. I like to have everything planned out and
know what’s going on, so when I’m completely out of control, I tend to get a
little antsy. This summer, I’m trying to get myself used to the fact that I
cannot control everything. Obviously. However, this is really difficult for me.
So I have to work really hard to not attempt to fix every little perceived
problem in my life. If you know me, you’ll know that I’m very driven and pretty
darn efficient, so when I set my mind to something, it’ll usually happen. But I’m
realizing that I can’t fix everything. Like I said, this is very difficult for
me. It’s not a fun process. So in a way, playing the waiting game with all this
information on Florence is good for me. It’s a stepping-stone — a small problem
that I’m actually totally ok with not being able to fix or rush. This is one
small step for mankind, one giant leap for me.